I can’t say if A God exists so it doesn't matter if I believe or not. To me that question is not the important question to ask.
The question I ask myself is, “If there is a God, does God Care for me and my family, and will He rescue us from death.”
What does creation teach us about God?
“To sustain itself nearly all life, except the least living elements of life, kills and eats other life. If not this, then it consumes biological matter at the expense of other living beings.
The fight for food is also a case of living beings being required to outdo each other merely to survive.
If life was created, this is surely the worst possible way to have created life. It appears very much that life cannot survive without causing suffering for other life.
A god could not have created a more vicious cycle if it tried:
Tying the very existence of life with the necessary killing of other life is the work of an evil genius, not of an all-powerful and all-loving god, that could choose if it wanted to sustain all life immediately and forever with manna from heaven.”
So if God does exists, whether I believe or not, he is not an all loving, merciful, compassionate being, who is going to save me and my family from death, but instead He is pure evil who delights in seeing us go through pain when we see our spouse die of cancer, or our children get killed by some maniac, or the sadness that goes through our mind when we see our bodies get old and wrinkle and we finally take our last breath.
This God can’t even answer a few simple questions that billions of humans throughout history have been fervently praying for answers.
Why is there so much suffering? What happens when we die? Do you exist?
Those are simple questions that an omnipotent – Benevolent -Omniscience, God could answer very easily if he was a God of LOVE.